"Early
in the morning, as Jesus was on His way back to the city, He was hungry. Seeing
a fig tree by the road, He went up to it but found nothing on it except leaves.
Then He said to it, 'May you never bear fruit again!' Immediately the tree
withered." Matt. 21:18,19
I half expected to see Luther and
Zwingli's names tucked into the mix.
Naturally this got me thinking in
all sorts of hypothetical directions. If I were to find myself in some form of
leadership down the line, if I was even a semi-prominent member of ministry,
would I make this list of "heretics?" Or would I keep from rocking
the boat, not giving anyone cause to stop valuing my opinion or finding me
credible? Or would I simply not have anything to say except to repeat what has
been un-controversially said before me?
So many thoughts have sprung from
this. First, I in no way see myself as one to regurgitate--I find it absurd
now, and I'm sure I will continue to find it a silly thing to do. When we start
to simply repeat what has been told to us, our minds and spiritual lives
suffer, wither, and die; and when individuals collectively do this, well, the
whole movement suffers, withers, and dies. So, there is and will be much for me
to say that no one has said before me in quite the same way.
A big part of me wants to be the
kind of person that would end up on such a list: a boat-rocker. To have such
conviction that something is true, and to be convinced that others ought to
join me in believing its truth because life is simply better that way--wait,
this is beginning to sound like the gospel. As Christians in today's society, have
we lost our heretical roots?
Maybe a little heresy is good for
the soul. If no one is pointing fingers, the odds are there's nothing new
showing up. And if nothing new is showing up, are we still growing? Or do we
just say we are growing? If Jesus had an issue with a plant for this reason, I wonder
how He reacts to us.
So I guess we'll see what the
future holds. Maybe I'll make headlines and maybe I'll just read them. Whatever
happens, though, I want to keep growing by God's guidance. And if He guides me
into some truth that must be said, well, I hope to say it. Who knows, I might just be God's next big heretic.