"No one has ever
seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and His love is made
complete in us." 1 John 4:12
"Miss Shasta?"
She was my girl who could
never remember my name. She'd started calling me Mrs. Shasta after the name of
my cabin, a name I constantly cheered throughout the day. I'd happily agreed to
the name, requesting a slight modification to the title.
"Miss Shasta?"
I had come back from my
weekly day off just before cabin worship and bedtime. Now I had just turned the
lights out, an indication that all talking should cease. But one of my kids was
calling me. I crouched down next to her bunk. "Yeah?"
"I'm glad you're
back."
"I'm glad to be back
with you, sweetie."
"No, I mean, I'm
really glad you're back. I didn't go all the way up the giant swing today, and
if you'd been here I think I would've."
"It's ok. You went as
far up as you felt safe going. And you did it! That's what counts. That's
awesome!"
She shifted in her
sleeping bag. "I almost didn't do it. I was too scared. But then I
remembered your face and how you helped me at BMX, and I did it."
I smiled. "Way to
go, girly. I'm excited to do the activities with you tomorrow. But for now we
need to get some slee--"
"You know, you're kinda
like God to me." I gave a small chuckle as she continued. "I just
thought of you, and I felt better."
"Sometimes God is
easiest to see and feel when we experience Him in others. His love and His
strength and His courage become more real to us when we see them reflected in
other people."
"Uh huh. I missed
you. Thank you for coming back."
"Glad to be back,
sweetie. Now let's go to sleep."
There's a lot of irony as
to when this exchange took place this summer. But I'll get to that on another
occasion.
I didn't have any grand,
teary, Friday night conversion experience with my girls this summer, a little
different than the last two years. And I'm ok with that. Instead I had
conversations about predestination while getting ready for bed. I had girls
requesting me to intensely pray about dismal situations at home. I had "I
love you more" wars with my cabin on the way to activities. And as I
research and ponder and imagine what mission work looks like to me, whether in
a primitive land or at a summer camp, I keep boiling it down to just two simple
things.
First, I'm going to enjoy
what I believe. I'm going to enjoy God. I'm going to enjoy what His salvation
story looks like in my life. Because it really is quite fantastic.
Then, I'm going to love
people. I'm going to love all kinds of people in all sorts of ways. And I'm
going to enjoy it, because it's something I believe in.
Really, God can take it
from there. I'll just follow His lead. I mean, if I'm asked to give Bible
studies or a sermon or what have you, I'll very gladly do it. I by no means
intend to be silent about the one I call Lord. But honestly, I don't want to be
called a Soul Winner. That title makes me cringe, and I think it makes the
"Winnees" cringe, too.
I think people today would
much rather be invited to a party than be sought out as quarry. If I'm finding
true life to the full within what I have chosen to believe, and if someone
finds that appealing, then there is a beautiful, open avenue for good news to
be shared. Telling people repeatedly that the Christian lifestyle is the way to
go is nothing close to physical evidence of what such a lifestyle is like.
Some people call it friendship
evangelism. I think I'd like to just call it friendship. No hidden agendas. If
you like what you see, feel free to join the movement. If you don't, let's just
enjoy the friendship. I'll cheer for you as you go up the giant swing. And if
you see God in that, well, it makes sense. He can be kind of hard to dim at
times. That's one of the things I enjoy about Him.
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